This is indeed the hell week. I can’t believe I’m really stressed right now. After the nose-bleeding super quizzes in PHY12 lecture and lab, MEC30 (statics), and CE50. Then, there are also things necessary for the end of the term; Final Exam in CE50 (advanced engineering mathematics) and MEC30 then reporting on ESE150 (environmental science and engineering) and last quiz in MATH30 (probability and statistics). I’m so sleepless especially last night when we went to my groupmate Mark’s house to do our miniature for report tomorrow (I’ll post a picture later on if given a chance) and I hope and I pray that after this stressful moment have a compensation of nice grades without failing marks. Sana naman tama na ung single ako sa mga kamalasan na nangyayari sakin and wag naman pati grades ko cause I don’t know what will happen to me if I failed at least one of my courses.
Also, I also hope that next time I hold the steering wheel, wala na kong maling magawa; ung mala professional dapat ung dating ko sa iba. I mustn’t drive on a wrong path like earlier in UP Diliman where I accidentally drove on a gate exclusive for UP faculty and students. Also, I mustn’t forget my license just like last Saturday on my friend Mark’s house. I’m so imperfect and stressed.
These stresses deformed me at my worst. My eye bags and pimples kept appearing (It’s strange that I’m getting self-conscious). Lately, I’m experiencing fashion murder where I’m not that conscious at all of what I’m going to wear for school. I’m wondering when I’m going to rest. Feel ko after the departmental exam, I’ll get unconscious for a week. Sleep is very important to me right now.